Wednesday, June 6, 2018

Purpose in Life

Purpose in life!  Who knew this was an important part of feeling better , especially during retirement?  When my kids were young, my life evolved around them.   Between boy scouts, wrestling and skateboarding, Dave and I were kept running.  We did a lot of boating in those days too.   I worked which also took up a lot of my time.  After the children grew up and many years of working, it was wonderful to retire but a little scary too.  I signed up for everything.  Volunteered for everything.  Over the years, it became difficult to care for Dave and continue my many activities.  So caretaking became my new purpose.  I resigned from my many activities.

Another purpose was needed.  Being a caretaker is so difficult.  Almost the same as motherhood, you start to loose your own identity. So I ask myself, "Why am I so motivated on some days and feeling blue and sluggish on others?"  More to follow.

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